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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
When someone forces your only friend away...... Or attempts to..... Your a child.... What can you do? When that friend introduces you to his brother another friend, the four of you become close, and closer... What do you do when people continue to force you all apart, even knowing that they are your only friends..... That being with them makes you happy.... What do you do.....? What happens when they succeed temporarily...... They send you away instead...... But your friends are waiting as always and happy to see you...... But you know in your heart no one is ever going to stop, they'll keep trying..... To separate you all..... Again again again.... Then a small part of you that still hopes knows that they'll also never succeed....... But you feel yourself shattering instead..... Becoming that darkest part of yourself..... You innocence is half shattered..... Because your friends are the reason you still have hope.... You know that this is going to eventually hurt them too, it may already be....... But it's becomes too much to handle you want them safe...... So you push them away..... You say whatever you can to get them to leave...... Then they do.... You've successfully become the opposite of innocent.... You're a suspect in the murder of this friendship too.... But you were just trying to protect them...... So you bury your emotions trying not to feel how lost you feel without them..... You find someone who in his own unique way is just like them. Willing to go to any length to keep you safe and protected...... He sees the pain, he knows it well.... He tries to help...... What would you do....? If this happened to you....?

Would you finally snap..... And get revenge on the people who started this...? The people who tried to force you all apart... Would you resist his help.... Would you fear that the same thing will happen with him.....? Would you if given the opportunity try to make things right..... They're reaching out for you..... They still care..... Yet you're afraid......

You keep it all buried...... And never talk about it........ Because you'd rather suffer that pain alone, then risk loosing them again, and risk losing your beloved as well.......

Even though they're still trying..... Even though he is trying too.......

You keep it buried beneath....... And suffer in silence.......

I hated my childhood, I still do. Don't ever make me sorry I met you. Because I have nothing left to lose. There are about 7 people that care for me, who know me well enough to know better in a lot of cases..... They truly know me.... There are 3 more I can now add to that....... There is no one else in this world who would ever do what they have done. Don't tell me you would. I know you wouldn't.....

Please don't take my sunshines and my raindrops away....... I'm begging.... Let them stay...... They're all I have...... All I'll ever need...... All I want in this world..... All I'll ever love......


This is I guess a poem.... I don't know..... Had a horrible nightmare, woke up crying..... The nightmare reminded me of my childhood.... Decided to write it out..... Write out what I'm feeling.....


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I'm goth deal with it!! I write angsty poetry.

Current Residence: hell
Favourite genre of music: metal, goth, rock, alot of stuff.....
Favourite style of art: horror
Operating System: blood!!
MP3 player of choice: iPod touch
Shell of choice: my fiance's warm hugs, the dark
Wallpaper of choice: bloody
Skin of choice: my fiance's...*evilgrin*
Favourite cartoon character: Raven, BeastBoy, Creepie, Skipper, Raven, Morpheus, Misery Whispers, Cassie, J, CC
Personal Quote: Imma spazz!!!

PS:: I do not support "Sweeney Todd X Mrs. Nellie Ann Margery Lovett" (though sometimes I do....)


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