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  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
I know that our son isn't even born yet..... But I'm already thinking of things that I'm going to do and that we're going to do as a family!! XD he's not born yet but he's due any week now!! XD

And of course I already know what I'm NOT going to do. I am going to spoil him and all of our children..... But I am NOT going to raise them to be disrespectful, and they are not getting a cellphone until they are in their teens and even then it will be for emergencies only..... I know that is harsh and at this point extremely old fashioned (hell I see 8 and 5 year olds with iPhones.....) but I'm not going to raise my kids to rely solely on technology. I have nothing against it, but when you rely on it for everything you can't rely on yourself. And we're going to raise them to trust their instincts, their heart and to do what's right in their own hearts. And to always remember where they came from.


One major reason none of our children will be getting iPhones or cellphones until they're teenagers..... And for them to only be used in emergencies, is to protect them from bullies...... Bullies, trolls and haters.......


I'm not going to let some dipshit who can't fathom why they are the way they are, or who is just an asshole looking to pick a fight..... I'm not going to let them pick on our son!! Or any of our future children!!

It's a miracle he's made it this far, and I'm going to be a very protective mother towards all of our children. They are my and Mine Beloved's miracles......
Proof of our love and devotion to each other and only each other....

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  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
Updates!!!!!


So my fiancé and my Father have both been working together to get things ready for our son to be born!!

I'm so excited!!! They've both been sooo super patient and awesome!! My Fiancé's long time friend and her son have been helping me out too.

And he's been in the process of moving from the UK to the USA to help out more and more and to be here to support our family(me: his wife/fiancée and our son. ^,..,^ )
(Even though we're not married yet we refer to each other as husband and wife, because we're so close and in love. When we have a wedding it's not going to be a "united under god" ceremony like everyone else's, it'll be to celebrate our love for each other!! ^,..,^ )


And his friend comes each time and is moving here too!! We've become really close!! XD Same with her son!!


And as you all know my three child hood friends are in the process of moving from where they live now to the USA to help with the baby.

And my sisters are always here to help too, all the time.... XD lol!!




So I've been doing great!! And my newest friend found me an awesome midwife and birthing center, my Father did a background check and made sure it was. ;p


There were a few upsets...... A few times these past two months I had what I believe is called a "false labor"....??? I'm not sure...?! DX basically I had contractions and the baby appeared to be ready but the midwife came to our house each time and said he's fine and isn't ready yet. Apparently it's common for that to happen.


Once due to drama on here I almost went into labor.......(This was an additional time...) But every single one of my Family and Friends was awesome and helped me through it, and thankfully everything was alright afterwards.



Other than that everything has been just perfect!! ^,..,^


I'm soooo super excited and can't wait for our son to be born!!!


He's due any week now!! And I've been on bed rest........!!!! XD DX

Lol!!


I'll give you all another update when I can!!!


ThanQ!! Bye!! :hug:


Ps and :iconelisterosveletrone: has been super awesome emailing me when she can and providing moral support!! :hug:
Hope you don't mind me tagging you here!! XD lol
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
When someone forces your only friend away...... Or attempts to..... Your a child.... What can you do? When that friend introduces you to his brother another friend, the four of you become close, and closer... What do you do when people continue to force you all apart, even knowing that they are your only friends..... That being with them makes you happy.... What do you do.....? What happens when they succeed temporarily...... They send you away instead...... But your friends are waiting as always and happy to see you...... But you know in your heart no one is ever going to stop, they'll keep trying..... To separate you all..... Again again again.... Then a small part of you that still hopes knows that they'll also never succeed....... But you feel yourself shattering instead..... Becoming that darkest part of yourself..... You innocence is half shattered..... Because your friends are the reason you still have hope.... You know that this is going to eventually hurt them too, it may already be....... But it's becomes too much to handle you want them safe...... So you push them away..... You say whatever you can to get them to leave...... Then they do.... You've successfully become the opposite of innocent.... You're a suspect in the murder of this friendship too.... But you were just trying to protect them...... So you bury your emotions trying not to feel how lost you feel without them..... You find someone who in his own unique way is just like them. Willing to go to any length to keep you safe and protected...... He sees the pain, he knows it well.... He tries to help...... What would you do....? If this happened to you....?


Would you finally snap..... And get revenge on the people who started this...? The people who tried to force you all apart... Would you resist his help.... Would you fear that the same thing will happen with him.....? Would you if given the opportunity try to make things right..... They're reaching out for you..... They still care..... Yet you're afraid......

You keep it all buried...... And never talk about it........ Because you'd rather suffer that pain alone, then risk loosing them again, and risk losing your beloved as well.......


Even though they're still trying..... Even though he is trying too.......


You keep it buried beneath....... And suffer in silence.......





I hated my childhood, I still do. Don't ever make me sorry I met you. Because I have nothing left to lose. There are about 7 people that care for me, who know me well enough to know better in a lot of cases..... They truly know me.... There are 3 more I can now add to that....... There is no one else in this world who would ever do what they have done. Don't tell me you would. I know you wouldn't.....


Please don't take my sunshines and my raindrops away....... I'm begging.... Let them stay...... They're all I have...... All I'll ever need...... All I want in this world..... All I'll ever love......








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This is I guess a poem.... I don't know..... Had a horrible nightmare, woke up crying..... The nightmare reminded me of my childhood.... Decided to write it out..... Write out what I'm feeling.....
  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
I didn't want to write this because everyone is, and a part of me is still in shock. I heard about it the day it happened. My brother and a friend were visiting, the friend was looking something up and then said "oh my gosh Robin Williams died?!" I was shocked and couldn't stop myself from shouting "WHAT THE FUCK...?!" Are you serious?!? No way?!? For real??  He can't be!!! *small moment of silence* WWHHHHYYYYYYY?!?!! Damn it!!!!!"

A part of me was in so much shock I couldn't breathe. He was such an awesome person.


Then I proceeded to look it up myself. Found out it was true. So many beautiful souls have died. So many over the past few years. Not just celebrities. People in our lives too. While I am not afraid to die, I am not afraid of death. I just felt so alone hearing that Robin Williams died. He always made me laugh. The movie Hook, and Mrs Doubtfire were two if my favorites. I never wanted Peter Pan to grow up but Robin made the movie worth it!! His movie One Hour Phot proved he could be anything, it showed me for the first time how in depth he could portray a lonely character. It made see what an awesome actor he was, what an awesome entertainer he was. He was not just all that I just mentioned, but he was also a beautiful soul and a kind compassionate person.

After I heard about it and kept hearing about it I started thinking "if he's gone, I'm not sure in want to be here......" I felt horribly sad. I wanted it to be a prank, a horrible stupid prank. I'm still in shock, but I know that he wouldn't have wanted anyone to be unhappy, he would've wanted everyone to be happy and smiling. He wouldn't have wanted anyone to die because he died. He was a perfect person. He is one of my heros. I know I'm not alone in this, and I'm sorry I didn't want to sound like this is about me. But this is truly how I felt after hearing of his death.

I just wish he hadn't died. That he hadn't been in pain.

My favorite things that he did (movies, etc.) were his stand up thing about the fuck word. Hook, Mrs Doubtfire, One Hour Photo, Night at the museum, Aladdin, Patch Addams, Nine Months, Jumanjii and just being himself. I never saw Mork and Mindy but heard about when I read a biography book about him. It's on the Hub now I might just watch it......



May he Rest in Peace, and be happy. He is free from his pain, and also always in our hearts, and on our minds.
  • Mood: Homicidal
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
I am 25 years old. I act young because it is my personality. That is how I am, I don't choose to act like someone who is 50 or 89. I am who I am, I act like what my personality is. If that makes me "act like a 13 year old" then fine! And I never said I was married I said that I am engaged. But my fiancé and I, even though we aren't married legally we are already married in our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls!!! To us the legal marriage may not even be legal, because we won't be getting married for the legalities of it. It's a celebration of OUR LOVE!!!
The link that they are talking about is a virtualvow website marriage certificate for fun!!! My fiancé and I did it so that I could "say I'm married to Sweeney Todd"!!!

And I never said I gave birth to our son when I was 4 weeks pregnant!!! I said I almost went into early labor because of the stress of all these people who won't leave me alone!! And it's happened a total of three times!!


I didn't even know I was pregnant until I ended up in the hospital!!! And the doctor said it was a "close call"!!!



To whomever keeps posting about me on deviantartconfessions:: "fuck you!! You don't know me AT ALL!!! If you're going to write slanderous shit about me get your facts straight dumbass!!! Oh and GROW UP!!!! Youth is a state of mind. Being a "grown up" means doing what's right even when it hurts!!!!!"

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I suspect that the person who wrote this one:: deviantartconfessions.tumblr.c…


Also wrote the one above it. And if she/he did she/he knows who they are and better leave me alone......... I don't know what their problem is but I HAVE moved on. Dumbasses, drama queens, attentionwhores, hypocrites, whiny, little assholes.......
  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: Epiphany - Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet
  • Reading: Sweeney Todd, and Vampire Kisses the beginning
  • Watching: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street.....
  • Playing: Hide and seek alone with the ghost of Sweeney Todd
  • Eating: His mouth.....
  • Drinking: His lips and tongue.....
I know that our son isn't even born yet..... But I'm already thinking of things that I'm going to do and that we're going to do as a family!! XD he's not born yet but he's due any week now!! XD

And of course I already know what I'm NOT going to do. I am going to spoil him and all of our children..... But I am NOT going to raise them to be disrespectful, and they are not getting a cellphone until they are in their teens and even then it will be for emergencies only..... I know that is harsh and at this point extremely old fashioned (hell I see 8 and 5 year olds with iPhones.....) but I'm not going to raise my kids to rely solely on technology. I have nothing against it, but when you rely on it for everything you can't rely on yourself. And we're going to raise them to trust their instincts, their heart and to do what's right in their own hearts. And to always remember where they came from.


One major reason none of our children will be getting iPhones or cellphones until they're teenagers..... And for them to only be used in emergencies, is to protect them from bullies...... Bullies, trolls and haters.......


I'm not going to let some dipshit who can't fathom why they are the way they are, or who is just an asshole looking to pick a fight..... I'm not going to let them pick on our son!! Or any of our future children!!

It's a miracle he's made it this far, and I'm going to be a very protective mother towards all of our children. They are my and Mine Beloved's miracles......
Proof of our love and devotion to each other and only each other....

:love:

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Lilithe
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I'm goth deal with it!! I write angsty poetry.
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Need I say more...? :evillaugh: I LOVE SWEENEY TODD THE DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET!! SWEENEY TODD IS ALIVE AGAIN!!!!

Current Residence: hell
Favourite genre of music: metal, goth, rock, alot of stuff.....
Favourite style of art: horror
Operating System: blood!!
MP3 player of choice: iPod touch
Shell of choice: my fiance's warm hugs, the dark
Wallpaper of choice: bloody
Skin of choice: my fiance's...*evilgrin*
Favourite cartoon character: Raven, BeastBoy, Creepie, Skipper, Raven, Morpheus, Misery Whispers, Cassie, J, CC
Personal Quote: Imma spazz!!!


PS:: I do not support "Sweeney Todd X Mrs. Nellie Ann Margery Lovett" (though sometimes I do....)


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Midna-Kidwell Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
So..I was just browsing, and I found you. So...yeah. I love Sweeney Todd, Edgar Allan Poe, Evanescence, Doctor Who,Zelda, Teen Titans Go!,and countless other stuffseses... so yeah lol...I kinda derped out a bit, sorry lol
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xijhmclarenQ Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
both of us share interest in Evanescence, Ozzy, and Edgar Allen Poe and Gothic literature. not hard to see how you found me.
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Ninelyn Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch! :hug:
Your support is very much appreciated!
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Le-Coeur-Gothique Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
My humble apologies for burdening you with my poppycock... I just asked whether "Sylver" in SylverFire-Lilithe is a combination of "silver" and "sylvan", hence the woods... I hope when you read this, it'll be after a good sleep.
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Le-Coeur-Gothique Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks a million for the triple fave SylverFire-Lilithe! Greece salutes you. Oh, and absolutely kickass alias by the way. Does the "y" in its "Sylver" part connects it somehow with woods too? 
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justmeandmycoffee Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
Thanks for the watch and faves!
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HollyRoseBriar Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
Thanks for the watch!
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Saskia-sama Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
Thank You for the fav~ blinking sachiel 
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ObscureLilium Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello :rose:
Thank you for the watch :love:
Cheers!
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NikkiSixxIsALegend Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Cheers for the watch :)
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thanks for the watch :skull:
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vegetto-vegito Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014
Hi, thank you for your support Lilithe, have a nice day
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Carancerth Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the watch ! =)
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Thanks so much for the watch!!!! :D
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